Ow

maybe if i wait it out a bit theyl come back

but im so afraid-

feel like my positivity is fading rather quickly tho
im trying very-very hard tho

i just picture myself holding them.....it makes me- upset
its like- i cant just tell myself not to think of them too- bc i will anyways no matter what

not ganna lie- feeling so hopeless in this situation makes me wanna die a little- i mean like, if they dont come back im literely going to have to switch schools for my mental health and even then ill be a fucking sack of shit

its kinda like- a person close to you died and theres nothing u can do? lke you know that feeling?

-been trying some new junk in my art tho